welcome to oblivion

i feel like just laying around all weekend.
but i have like a million plans that i can't really fall through on.
luckily, there's only 8 more days of school left and then 4 half days for exams.
i wish it were a week ago right now.
then i'd be sleeping on the air mattress in hayley's bedroom anticipating the madina lake show.
i miss it so much.
i miss hayley so much.
why does my only friend have to live so far away?
today, i'm supposed to be going to a secret handshake show with sam and alyssa.
i haven't done anything with them in months, it should be nice...
if i can stay awake because i'm already exhausted.
i'll cross my fingers for the best.