i'm not ordinary, i'm extraordinary.

so yeah, i'm pretty amazed/pissed off at a comment made to me today during fourth period.
it goes as follows "megan, you should go goth...cause you look good in black."
WHAT THE HELL IS THAT SUPPOSED TO MEAN!
do i look like the type of person who worships the devil and all the jazz.
i don't think so.
and the sad thing is, when i told my mom about it she said "maybe because you are becoming one."
again WHAT THE HELL IS THAT SUPPOSED TO MEAN!
maybe everyone sees me completely different than i see myself.
and i don't really like the sound of that.
anywho, besides that wonderful comment, i've been having a pretty good week so far.

last week was the sixth month, as i like to call "anniversary", since young wild things.
it really got me thinking...how much that one day changed a whole half a year.
i guess after finally reaching one of my dreams, it changed me.
i finally met the people i used to dream about meeting before bed at night, and i still can't believe it happened to me.
and also, i met hayley.
she's helped me SO much since i met her.
honest to blog, i don't know what i'd do if i had't met her.
she's the first person in about, oh two years, that i have told everything too.
and that's not easy coming for a closed book like me.
and i can't wait to hang out with her this summer :D
but since november 7th 2007, i've started becoming the person i want to be, and not the person that i feel i have to be to fit in.
i don't care about fitting in anymore, all i need is a few close friends...and that's all that really matters to me.
and it makes me feel good to know i have people that will there for me in my high's and low's.