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so, you might've thought that my last post was crazy and weird.
i have one explanation for it.
marissa wrote it.
that should clear up your confusion.


anyways, after what i saw yesterday, i think this is appropriate...
"I'd run and hide at the call of my name,
It was obvious you were to much for me,
Oblivious, I was young and bitchy,
In retrospect I wouldn't do it again,
Stop talking shit to every one of your friends,
I'm not the same girl you knew back then."

yes, i know i changed some of the words around.
but now it just makes so much sense.
i think you would agree.

okay....now it's time to change the subject.
marissa came over last night. she brought her huge bag full of string and we made bracelets. while making bracelets, we just talked and listened to all time low. it was good. i now have two more bracelets, which brings my grand total to 11. then we came down stairs and harassed people on facebook im while singing songs from the little mermaid. marissa was getting creeped out by my interpretative dances, but i quite liked them. after all the dancing, i was exhausted so we went to sleep.
not much as happened since then, neil just came to pick up marissa. i'm home alone today, due to the fact that my sister started her job at ace hardware today. i say that one day this week, i go harass her at her place of employment. that sounds like fun to me. i should use this time home alone today to work on my ap summer work and apply for a few jobs. i'm in dire need of a job. i'm having a large cash flow problem...i don't have a cash flow. my mission for the day is to change that.

OH! i wanted to mention that i have absolutely fallen in love with all time low this week. i've listened to them before, i mean, it's kind of hard not to listen to them when one of my best friends is obsessed with them, but i've never liked them this much before. yesterday, i was in this weird, strange, somewhat depressed mood and the only thing that could cheer me up was listening the all time low on shuffle. 77 days :)

i'm off to start my job applications now.
wish me luck!