fly on the wall

last night was crazy, to put it lightly. let's just say, i had an extremely bad day that followed into my night. it all started with my dad being all arrogant and rude to our waiter at dinner. i mean, he wouldn't give the poor kid a chance to do anything! he was busy and waiting on a lot of tables. i'm not a fan of rudeness so i guess you could say i gave my dad "attitude" which lead to the whole family shunning me for the car ride home. then i get home and ask brad to help me with my english vocabulary words because they were overly hard and complicated. while brad is helping me, dad calls him over and then basically steals him away from me. yet again, my dad gets me angry which lead to me going upstairs in my mom's bedroom to talk to her. i start talking to my mom because i have a lot going on right now and it's totally stressing me out. to no one's surprise, she completely ignored every word i said. i showered and stormed into my bedroom where i proceeded to cry my eyes out. i haven't cried since eh, the beginning of august, and i did last night. it's a total suckfest but i have to admit it took a lot off of my shoulders. i don't think anyone really knows what i'm going through right now. i'd like to have a long, deep conversation about it but it's not like anyone really wants to hear me blahblah about high school drama. besides the whole "social" aspect of school, my junior year is perfect. i'm getting really fantastic grades in all of my classes and i understand everything that i'm learning. yearbook is especially great though. i love all of the people in that class and i can't wait until march when we all go to new york city together, it will be a blast. oh! anyways, today in english i had the greatest writing prompt. the prompt gave the spanish word for a place where you feel at home, i'd tell you the spanish word but i've seemed to forgotten it. the first thing that popped into my mind when i read the prompt was...shows. i mean, the three greatest days of my lives have been at shows. 06/13/07, 11/07/07, & 07/15/08 the best days that i've ever experienced. i put my pencil to the paper and words just spilled out everywhere and before i knew it the whole page was filled within like twenty minutes. it was a great feeling of accomplishment because i swear it's the best thing that i, megan senter, have ever written. i'd like to you all to read it once i get it back. i have a feeling you guys might like it as much as i did :)