thunder & lightening

so, today was been pretty alright. i basically didn't do anything until later tonight and then i went to the movies. me, taryn, and emily went to go see the house bunny. it was the first movie i've actually laughed at in a long time, it was pretty much hilarious. you should go see it :)
anyways, lately i've been needing money like crazy. and it's not even really a need, it's more of a want. i feel like there are so many things that i need for the new school year and i have no money to buy things with! like i accidently left a purple marker in my purse and the cap came off and got a huge purple stain of both my purse and my wallet....oops! so i need to go get a new wallet considering it was the only one i had. i'm thinking of applying for the new walgreens that is opening up down the street from my house. i mean, i could probably walk there if i needed too. someone want to apply with me?!

ugh, i feel like crap today.
:(

i can feel it approaching

i've pretty much decided that the computer is like posion to me. everytime i get i swear it puts me in a bad mood or lessens my good mood. especially when i come across things that i really didn't care to see or read.
anyways, i was thinking...i seriously CANNOT wait for it to be cold outside. it's so exciting. cold weather reminds me of going to shows, which possibly the best feeling in the whole wide world. i swear this fall/winter i am going to go to a show but get there like three hours before it actually starts so i can just stand outside and wait. i swear it's like a drug. i mean, the last time i actually did this was at young wild things. i remember i didn't know anyone but i still was freaking enjoying every second of it. the butterflies, the anxiety...i miss it so much. you have no idea how much i can't wait to do this again. i can remember it as if it were yesterday. standing in the line and you could see the little star on top of a mountain thing in roanoke and you could hear everyone talking about how much they adore fall out boy. i was just soaking it all up and i was just thinking about how amazing it was going to be when i met fall out boy, and i was hoping i didn't puke all over them (which i didn't, btw)
i'd do anything to go back, to meet them again and see them again.
as much as i diss pete wentz, i still love fall out boy with everything within me. as cliche as it sounds, they saved my life. i had the most horrible eight and ninth grade years and they helped me get through it all. they need to tour soon and open up with "thriller" because it just makes me love them more and more.seems as if it were yesterday.

p.wenyz. not even worth respelling :)

okay, so the meaning of this post is to do two things.
1)bash pete wentz and his crooked nose slut wife ashlee simspon
2)please hayley with my blogging skills

let's start.....NOW!
pete wentz is the definition of a sell out. look it up in the dictionary and then it would show a picture of him on his HOMOSEXUAL SHOW fnmtv holding the hand of his ugly pregnant wife. scary picture?! yes, i know. i mean, his show is so lame, the history channel is more entertaining. with his stupid skits about how he obeys joe simpson's every word. HOW GAY! his show also sucks because miley cryus and jonas brother preformed on it....um, TEENIE MUCH?!? i wish pete would divorce ashlee so that he isn't as gross. she adds like a thousand pounds of grossness on pete's rep. point blank, they got married because pete knocked her up and they wanted to cover it up so they don't look like huge whores slash sluts,but they still are. next subject, his clothing line. i remember when clandestine was online only and didn't cost freaking thirty dollars for ONE TANK TOP. sheesh louise. um, rip off much? it's not like he needs to money. he swims in pools of money so he should stop ripping off poor little teenage girls who wish they were ashlee simpson. aw boo hoo. but don't get me wrong, after all this bashing...i still ADORE and LOVE fall out boy. don't get me wrong, i LOVE THEM SO MUCH. but pete wentz is a huge faggot with great hair.
i hope this post accomplished the tasks at hand.

p.s- the nose job didn't help ashlee, your still a toucan.

a lapse in time

sorry for no recent updates.
i'm very busty lately and don't have very much "free time" as i like to call it.
so when i get free time again, i'll update.
i know you've been waiting.
<3

a breath of fresh air

wow, you have no idea how much my day at school was better than yesterday's. i mean, i still have zero friends in advisory but it's been that way since ninth grade but algebra two and french are LOADS better. so far, i really really like french...it's actually sticking and that's never happened with spanish before. so i'm excited :D! then yearbook was so much fun. we played this musical chairish game called "i've never" and then later "i have", of course i said "i have met some famous!" lawl. i like to rub it in people's faces. and english was just english, my teacher is hilarious though. she has a theory that oprah is gay and gail is her partner. ahahahahaha. i love her <3! the only compliant i have about today is...nick. okay, yes my dad will give you a ride to school but that doesn't mean we're obligated to cart you around school, sit with us at lunch, and hang out with our friends. even taryn took me aside and said "nick, has to go!" and i agree. apparently, he was telling this kid in his world history class about me. wow. and he keeps asking to come do homework at my house...OH NO. i almost want to bash his face in, but i'm too nice. i might ask him nicely to go find some friends his own age to be friends with. a junior hanging out with a freshman is weird, i dislike it a lot. he's my only frustration. my on the other hand, me and hayley had a great aim conversation last night. i'd post it but it's CONFIDENTIAL. hahaha, or because i'm a huge idiot. but we did come to the agreement that pb&j otters was an amazing show. hahaha.
<3

the first of many

so, today was the first day of school. ugh...all i can say is that it isn't what i expected. people are terrible, i especially don't like a lot of people in my AP english three class. other than that class, the rest weren't so bad...i know at least one person in those classes. in algebra two, i've got courtney and lauren, in french, i briefly know a couple of people and in yearbook, i know my sister (yuck)! hopefully, i will meet some new friends. i feel like a huge dweeb because i have like ten friends throughout the whole school when i should have like thirty. i wish hayley lived here D:. but tomorrow is a new day, and i'm going to try to be a little more outgoing so i can meet some new people, it's my mission for the year. this post sucks, mostly because i'm super duper tired.
comment if you actually got through this...ugh.
i know i barely did myself.

it's over

summer has offically ended. how sad. but on the bright side, i've done a whole lot!
so, i'll prove it to you. here is megan's summer accomplishments!
1) turned sixteen! 2) went to warped tour! 3) met madina lake! 4) saw my best friend [twice]! 5) got an extremely unattractive tan because of a terrible sunburn! 6) lost a friend, but gained a whole lot more! 7) got a haircut that i hate! 8) learned the meaning of a true friend and figured out who my true friends are! 9) finished AP work! 10) established my own personal style! 11) visited my brother and kayce [twice]! 12) changed my bad habits! 13) got touched by mateo camargo during madina lake's set! 14) rubbed nathan leone's hairy knee! 15) had a bonfire! 16) stayed up late! 17) been to homegrown atleast once every week 18) been to multiple states! 19) went to virginia [three times] 20) found myself.

it may be sad and disappointing that summer's over but i'm confident that i lived it as if i were dying and had as much fun as possible. this summer was fantastic. i thank everyone how was a part of it, especially hayley for getting me into madina lake and making this summer a "madina summer".
<3

picture perfect!

i had the GREATEST dream last night.
ah :D
dreams involving madina lake make me love my life.

I HAD THE BEST THING HAPPEN TO ME.
so, i'm in delia's and this girl walks up to me and points to my shirt and says "does your shirt say madina lake?" and i said "yes!", then she's all like "i have the same one!"
OMG!
someone in north carolina likes madina lake?!?!?!
that doesn't happen often.
i thought that was totally blogworthy.
<3

a actual update, you must be kidding?!

yes. you heard me right.
an ACTUAL update. GASP. EGADS.
wow.
anyways, today was kind of sort of epic. well, to me it was. i don't think i've ever spent this much time on a computer in my life before. but i have to admit, i enjoyed every minute, er, second of it! so basically, i talked to hayleyadalia all day on AIM. another gasp?! yes. i was actually on AIM. as you can see by the picture! it's an amazing screenshot that hayley made, but we also protected our sweet precious identities from stalkers, so thank you :D!
last night was open house. i have to say that i was looking forward to it, but it wasn't all the great. i wanted to see all the kids that i missed all summer but i barely saw any of them. SO DISAPPOINTING. but i did get quite a few compliments on my amazing blue pants! as i was riding home from homegrown i decided, last hurrrah...i think so! so i called up all my friends and we met at homegrown, as usual. they spent the night as well. it was actually a fantastic way to end the summer, i must admit. jeez, TWO DAYS. sucks ballz. you people better help make these the two most fun filled slash interesting days ever for me. which is probably a quite easy task because as you should know, i'm easily amused.
you should consider IMing me.
that is if you know me personally and will ask me in secret what my screen name is.
NO STALKERS PLZ!
<3

two days :(

as you can see, this is a picture of me being crazy with my friend nick! last night was pretty intense. i'll update more about it when i have the time. but i just have to go on about how much matthew's letter made my day. ahgoejalruelghaoeujfleuoras. he is so sweet and so amazing. i can't believe he set the time aside to write me a letter back, it just proves that he cares about his "friends" and that they aren't huge sell outs! and i also can't wait until matthew writes hayley back, because he WILL and it will be breathtaking. and he'll love her letter. i just know it!

:D

megan,
your letter was so touching in more ways than you can imagine.
for everything you have told us that we mean to you all i can say is
you mean the same thing back and that is why this works.
we are a community that we all imagined in our heads and then our sub
conscious brought us here together...no difference between any of us,
just connection.

thank you endlessly
love
matthew



MATTHEW LEONE WROTE TO ME!
HOLY CRAP!

my summer playlist

so, i figure that since summer is basically over, i'm going to kind of recap it by the songs that remind me of my experiences this summer.

track one: pandora - madina lake

track two: guilty pleasure - cobra starship

track three: music or the misery - fall out boy

track four: true love - madina lake

track five: 7 things - miley cryus

track six: i kissed a girl - katy perry

track seven: we rock - camp rock

track eight: about a girl - the academy is..

track nine: woah oh! - forever the sickest kids

track ten: composure - august burns red

track eleven: too cool - meghan jette martian

track twelve: when i grow up - pussycat dolls

okay, so if you shared/spent time with me over the summer...one or more of these songs probably relate to you. you should guess which ones are you?! :D

now, for an actual update!
so yesterday was pretty intense and busy! my mom trotted into my room and woke me up at friggen 9:30 so that i could go alllll the way over the raleigh to go to lunch with her friends from work. we ate at o'charlies, i guess it was alright. i talked to sarah and allie for majority of the lunch, it was fun! after that we shopped around a little until mom mentioned grocery shopping, so we all went to walmart! which me and hayley decided that one of us is there everytime we text! so while at walmart, i went to the little kids jewerly area and found the cutest necklaces ever! one being a rainbow necklace with a dora medallion on the end with a matching bracelet and the other being BFF necklaces with the disney princesses. they are adorable, and i really hope hayley wears hers! i came home, finished up my "analyzing rhetoric" AP work and then mopped around. i called hayley around 10:30 and talked to her for like two hours, and then i feel asleep at 1:30. ugh, yesterday was pretty exhausting! today will be fun though because i'm getting my hair did and then open house! i'm really excited for open house, go back to the school and see people i haven't see in a long time. MAYBE after i'm having a sleepover with some people. kind of don't want too but i don't know yet.

btw, i can't wait for tuesday.
apparently "something big is going down!"

frealz, comment if you read this massive post.
:D

six days

well, i've started off the day on a bad note already! i manage to get myself in some sort of trouble without even meaning too! but anyway, i'll recap yesterday's events:
so, yesterday i worked on my AP work for majority of the morning because i need it done so i can enjoy my little bit of summer left. after i finished, i needed to get out so emily, taryn, and jess came to homegrown with me for dinner. it was yummy like always! meanwhile, i have been texting sam and she wanted to see us because we haven't hung out in like two weeks. so we met sam at the south pool in my neighborhood and then started walking to her house. we made a bonfire! and roasted marshmallows and all that fun stuff :) i came home and watched the usual late night disney channel shows. pretty typical. then i woke up at like six feeling like crap, ugh. suckfest. but it went away kind of and then i woke up around ten.
but now, i feel bad. not physically though.
:(
i'm going to try to finish my articles today and then start that stupid "their eyes were watching god" essay.
booooo!

last week of summer

wow, my last week of summer. it's pasted by SUPER fast. it's like a huge blur. i wish my life had a pause button. i mean, yeah i guess i've done a lot this summer but it doesn't feel like it. i feel like there was SO much more i could of done. so much more fun i could of had. the highlight of my summer was definitely warped tour. that made my summer and it was the most fun that i've ever had. i mean, i MET madina lake. wow. it's crazy.

just to say i did it

i really don't feel like posting anything.
i don't really have anything to say.
i'm just posting just to say i did it.

i just got home from my brothers house and now i think i'm going to go watch high school musical two.
wow.

help me do something semi-interesting on my last week of summer.

on a mission

okay, i have a goal that i want to accomplish this year for every member of madina lake.
mateo-give eskimo kiss because i love this nose a lot. actually, i just love him in general.
nathan-touch nathan's hair because it's so poofy and soft looking.
matthew-touch the mole on his right cheek because it's kind of appealing.
dan-braid it his because he has hella long hair!

DONT MAKE FUN OF ME PLEASE!

woah!

when i logged in the whole dashboard looks different, I HATE IT.
i just wanted to inform you all that i got a cavity filled today, well two actually, and now my teeth hurt! they numbed my face and i got hours of torment from emily because whenever i laughed or smiled it looked funny. meanie :(
um...that's all.
sorry i'm so boring.

blogging is for lovers

sorry for no recent updates, i've kind of been mixed up. hanging out with taryn and lacy basically everyday this weekend and AP work, no time for my dear blogger friends! good news, i'm well on my way to finishing my AP work! anyways, later this week i might go visit my brother and kayce in wilmington. i really want to see the beach again, i haven't been since early july. i love feeling this water and crashing into the waves. take me back please :) since i can't go to the beach, later today i'm going to taryn's neighborhood pool to go swimming with her, emily, and lacy. i really want to wear my new bathing suit! on the other hand, my mind can't stop thinking...about madina lake that is! i've even been dreaming about them almost every night. on friday, i dreamt that i finally met mateo and it was amazing except that i forgot to get a picture with him. boo hoo :( good thing it was only a dream because i WILL get a picture with him when they tour in early 2009 after they release attics to eden! i can't wait!

love at first listen

dear madina lake,

is it weird that i feel numb when your music invades my brain? is it weird that i cry at the sight of your performance? is it weird that i'm in love with every aspect of your band? weird, it may be, but it's a true feeling. your music makes me dream, wonder, think, and all the other things i never though music could do to me. your story, your message makes me believe. your album has shortly become the soundtrack to my life, i can relate one of your songs to anything i do. it's hard to believe that one band has taught me so much, but it's given me the hope i need to survive. one of the best lessons i've ever learned came from your song "now or never", it goes as follows "i remember when you told me to live like i'm dying". that message has carried through in my everyday life and i find myself singing it as my day progresses. mateo, matthew, nathan, and dan, you guys are forever my best friends. i'll try to be the best fan slash friend, i can be. when i met you guys i could tell you cared, i could feel your excitement to meet the kids that look up to you and i've never felt that with any other band before. point blank, you know how to make a fan feel like your friend. i love you guys.


"true love" forever and always,
megan senter <3

where do we go?

well, do i start?! let's start with yesterday afternoon. we went out shopping, i found the most adorable dress but mom of course wouldn't let me get it because it was spaghetti straps and i can't wear that to school. blahblahblah. but after that i met sam and morgan at homegrown. we sat outside on the little stone wall and where just talking. we saw these three middle schoolers bike riding so we just yelled "hey!" and the littest one gave us the bird! that pissed sam off. so she called him a faggot so they came back. the annoying one sat next to sam, stole her fries, and asked to see sam's phone. lawl. but morgan gave one of the kid's sam's number, he said he'd call her today. and apparently, one of the kid's names was BORAT. i don't really believe that! i came home and hayley called and we talked about madina lake until like eleven thirty. but i stayed up a little later until two watching disney channel and being excited about madina lake. but of course i had an AMAZING madina lake dream. it woke me up in a pretty fantasic mood. emily woke me up at like eleven because we went to go see the sisterhood of the traveling pants two, it wasn't all that good. the first one is so much better. and the whole time the friggen boomstick was showing in the top of the movie. lawl. but that's basically all i've done.
LET'S MAKE PLANS.

now or never

as you can tell, i updated twice yesterday. mostly out of complete boredom, anyways. i slept another 12 hours...i sleep my days away mostly. i went to bed at like midnight last night and slept until noon. i suck at life. btw, i woke up to a swollen eye because of a friggen bump on my eyebrow. my left eye is slightly open and i can't open it anymore. sick nasty. i realize that. well, i successfully watched "finding nemo" twice in a span of 12 hours. huge accomplishment, i know. i might go to this thing later at womble park, kind of doubt it because i don't have any clue what it is! holy mess, disney channel games are one. i gotta go asap.
<3

when i'm alone, i think

i'm here sitting in my room, alone. being alone isn't something i enjoy, whatsoever. i know this may sound odd, but when i'm alone my brain goes crazy with thoughts. it's way too overwhelming for me. i just think, dream, and mostly worry. it's so confusing.
anyways, i feel like talking about madina lake! so, me and hayley have this amazing plan, regarding madina lake, of course. we're gonna have matthew and nathan leone let us borrow their time machine (we figure they have one since they were born in 1929 and still have hot bodies :))and then we are going to go find adalia and take her to warped! we agreed it should go back because madina's set was crazy! and it was epic how mateo reached to touch my hand. heck yes. he loves me!

sometimes i just want to runaway

why am i so desperate? for friends? for attention? i don't know. i'm trying to change so i can keep my friends and family, but it's kind of hard. i realize i have bad habits...everyone does, i just don't really know what mine are until things get bad. i've recently find out a few though and i think i've done a pretty excellent job at quitting them cold turkey. but i found out something i really hate about myself last night. i change myself to please the people around me. at taryn's, i was not being myself at all! and i wanted to slap myself in the face and say "snap out of it" but i never did. i can only act truly myself around my family and hayley. i know that's pathetic but it's true. i guess after being called fake, it's kind of all i think about (minus madina lake)
enough rambling.
well, actually...
i'm going to try and start driving soon. and to set the record straight, the reason i don't drive is because of anxiety...not because i'm too lazy to. i swear. i just feel like behind the wheel, i have too much control and i can't take all the pressure! what if something goes wrong? can i react fast enough? i have questions ruining through my head the whole time making it SO hard to focus on the road. and i don't want to risk my parent's and my life because of my anxiety. but hopefully, i'll get some help and be able to drive by next summer. because i need to get to warped, of course!

sorry,i haven't been updating

i've actually been quite busy lately. ever since the jonas brothers concert, i've kind of been running all over the place. it's exciting. on thursday, i slept until really late because i was actually tired from the jonas brothers concert, and after that i so needed to get out of the house so when mom went to jazzercise, me and emily walked around downtown fuquay. but anyways, yesterday, we went back to school shopping...you know since everything was tax free! i got a green shirt, bluish purple shirt, black tank top, emerald skinny pants, a black and red plaid hoodie, and finally slip on vans. yeah, so i now have pently clothes to wear to school. yeah, so we came home and i had to get redressed for the twilight breaking dawn release party. of course, i wore all of my new clothes to the party. we went super early, like 6:40 and the party didn't start until 9:30. we fooled around in the store and destroyed the graffiti wall. i wrote "edward is hot sex" and sex got scribbled out...so lacy rewrote it and then it got scribbled out again. everyone was changing what we wrote and covering it up because apparently it was inappropriate. lawl. yeah right. they marked out the word sucks and dies. WOW. soooo bad. yeah, but we played trivia and saw a bunch of kids from school there...so that was exciting. but there were no hot guys there. how disappointing. they gave us free cake and then like after all the excitement it was midnight so they gave out the books. everyone was like screaming and happy, but me, having no money, couldn't buy a book. i felt like a huge dweeb! but anyways, i got home at two and slept til i got a text in the morning about nine and woke up. now, i'm about to go get dressed and go out shopping with dad. more tax free shit to buy! lawl.
i'm outtt.

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