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although no one reads this...i will update it anyways.

so today was basically one disapointment after another. it started by waking up at the crack of dawn after staying up all...not such a good idea. then we had to drive an hour and a half in silence to drop hayley off. and then when i get home i started cleaning the house...especially my room! i have this whole plan put together so that i can go to warped tour. so i'm going to be a goodie goodie for the week, clean and do whatever my mom tells me to do with no complaints. and i'm thinking that if i do that...my mom will give in and take me to virginia beach to go to warped tour with laura and hayley. which would basically me the highlight of my life. considering that madina lake is going to be there. i really hope i can go. 

anyways, now...i feel like a lost puppy. i really don't know what to do. i've stuffed all the exciting things that i could do this summer into two weeks. and no i have nothing to do for the rest. last week we went to all three malls....and found nothing really. so i can't go there when i'm bored. and plus now i'm not on the best of terms with all my friends. after my birthday, none of them have tried to talk to me at all. do they really hate me that much? if i don't get to go to warped...i'll basically want summer to end. all the good stuff already happened! 

i'm going to go find something to do with my pathetically boring life.